You are splotches in my vision

Blackness when I get up too suddenly

You catch me off  guard

and your face constantly in division

 

Even when you are gone you’re still there

still there

Bloody deathly reminder

still there

Still there

 

A stab in your ear as you hear the beating of shocking words

you break

you break

you break down

It’s  a whine

Vibrating and bending

Then a beat thrumming and Plunging

Like waking up and instantly falling

dropping with wind’s screams whipping your face