Lets Frolic.
You are splotches in my vision
Blackness when I get up too suddenly
You catch me off guard
and your face constantly in division
Even when you are gone you’re still there
still there
Bloody deathly reminder
still there
Still there
A stab in your ear as you hear the beating of shocking words
you break
you break
you break down
It’s a whine
Vibrating and bending
Then a beat thrumming and Plunging
Like waking up and instantly falling
dropping with wind’s screams whipping your face
There it is
A full circle
Can’t explain how I feel right now
I’m tired and jumpy
Legs cramped head bubbly
be quiet!
Let them sleep!
Maybe I’ll eat
I’m hungry
But not hungry hungry
The stupid sugary salty hungry
The late night shambles of a mosquito buzzing and
A frustrated discontented mind.
May we not grow weary
May we not be sold
May I lean into you
Till they send me home
And the house came alive in the heat
All the curtains sucked to the screens
Then they billowed back out into the hallways
As if our house was breathing
And the floor boards creak in the stairwell
Conversationally
But I was out the back in the garden
Waiting for you to come home to me
And your nightdress left on the floor
While you were in the bath downstairs
And I held the cloth to my face
And I filled my lungs with your scent
Because we knew that I’d be leaving
And we knew that you’d stay home
It was as if our house was grieving
As I just stood there breathing you in
I don’t know just what I’ll do
Everytime you walk into the room
Oh my head is spinning around
And I can’t see clearly right now
in the bath
each drop slowly elongating off each finger
shapes swirling in every movement
eventually trickling down skin
outside it’s raining
I have no thoughts today
Empty
Like a mug
Like when you go to drink out of a mug
And go
Fuck I finished my tea
and if I go make more
I’ll over charge on caffeine
Thats when you know that part of
The day is over
And you have to actually get off your
Arse and get shit
Done
The tide bends around the bay
Rolling and trembling in shades of grey
In shades of gray blue and black
The night is endless along this track
2am
I was drunk and happy
you were just cold
7am
hard as a rock
you’d left the building
2pm
they took you away
replaced you with that shithead of a funeral director
7pm
“he called me his partner”
two families tied by a secret bond
two families did set down their guns
set aside frustration, lay in the snow
life had cheated her of the one she loved
cheated for the love she now missed so
walked alone, numb, cold,
barely consoled.
I am just so keen to get my hands on a nice ink pen
‘get back into some ink sketches
oh baby.
btw. sorry WordPress I left you hanging. ‘Should have told you I’ve moved to Tumblr.
I just don’t have to balls to let you go.
guess you could say I’m seeing other blogs
but you never know, they might just come and go, you know how it is with these young hot ones, they never stay for long.
Stick around and I might still be here…
This small town
is like a big incestuous stirring pot
Walking around in this small town
you see the same faces
everyone knows everyone
John knows Sarah
Bill knows both of them
Anthony goes to uni with Sarah
John went to school with Anthony
one of these days I would just like to know someone
who knows no one but me
and I could have this person to myself
no Johnsarahbillanthony
just us.
Hearts and Hearts. 