Hearts and Hearts.

chaotic nonsense

lantacko — Tue, 11 Jan 2011 13:20:36 +0000

You are splotches in my vision

Blackness when I get up too suddenly

You catch me off guard

and your face constantly in division

Even when you are gone you’re still there

still there

Bloody deathly reminder

still there

Still there

A stab in your ear as you hear the beating of shocking words

you break

you break down

It’s a whine

Vibrating and bending

Then a beat thrumming and Plunging

Like waking up and instantly falling

dropping with wind’s screams whipping your face

fresh and lost

lantacko — Wed, 10 Nov 2010 08:38:57 +0000

There it is

A full circle

Nonsensical

lantacko — Sun, 25 Jul 2010 07:41:57 +0000

Can’t explain how I feel right now

I’m tired and jumpy

Legs cramped head bubbly

be quiet!

Let them sleep!

Maybe I’ll eat

I’m hungry

But not hungry hungry

The stupid sugary salty hungry

The late night shambles of a mosquito buzzing and

A frustrated discontented mind.

lantacko — Mon, 12 Jul 2010 15:06:59 +0000

May we not grow weary
May we not be sold
May I lean into you
Till they send me home

And the house came alive in the heat
All the curtains sucked to the screens
Then they billowed back out into the hallways
As if our house was breathing

And the floor boards creak in the stairwell
Conversationally
But I was out the back in the garden
Waiting for you to come home to me

And your nightdress left on the floor
While you were in the bath downstairs
And I held the cloth to my face
And I filled my lungs with your scent

Because we knew that I’d be leaving
And we knew that you’d stay home
It was as if our house was grieving
As I just stood there breathing you in

Thoughts that won’t go away.

lantacko — Thu, 08 Jul 2010 04:41:27 +0000

I don’t know just what I’ll do
Everytime you walk into the room
Oh my head is spinning around
And I can’t see clearly right now

in the bath

each drop slowly elongating off each finger

shapes swirling in every movement

eventually trickling down skin

outside it’s raining

Weird Tangent.

lantacko — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 17:25:40 +0000

I have no thoughts today
Empty
Like a mug

Like when you go to drink out of a mug
And go
Fuck I finished my tea
and if I go make more
I’ll over charge on caffeine

Thats when you know that part of
The day is over
And you have to actually get off your
Arse and get shit
Done

lantacko — Mon, 28 Jun 2010 08:44:56 +0000

The tide bends around the bay

Rolling and trembling in shades of grey

In shades of gray blue and black

The night is endless along this track

Rest. Rest.

lantacko — Sat, 26 Jun 2010 14:45:14 +0000

2am

I was drunk and happy

you were just cold

7am

hard as a rock

you’d left the building

2pm

they took you away

replaced you with that shithead of a funeral director

7pm

“he called me his partner”

two families tied by a secret bond

two families did set down their guns

set aside frustration, lay in the snow

life had cheated her of the one she loved

cheated for the love she now missed so

walked alone, numb, cold,

barely consoled.

lantacko — Tue, 15 Jun 2010 09:27:04 +0000

I am just so keen to get my hands on a nice ink pen
‘get back into some ink sketches
oh baby.

btw. sorry WordPress I left you hanging. ‘Should have told you I’ve moved to Tumblr.
I just don’t have to balls to let you go.
guess you could say I’m seeing other blogs
but you never know, they might just come and go, you know how it is with these young hot ones, they never stay for long.
Stick around and I might still be here…

I’m a jealous person.

lantacko — Sun, 09 May 2010 07:40:53 +0000

This small town

is like a big incestuous stirring pot

Walking around in this small town

you see the same faces

everyone knows everyone

John knows Sarah

Bill knows both of them

Anthony goes to uni with Sarah

John went to school with Anthony

one of these days I would just like to know someone

who knows no one but me

and I could have this person to myself

no Johnsarahbillanthony

just us.